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BusyBusyBusy

It’s sad I recently lost my passion to update this space.

Have been so active in Facebook and Twitter that I almost forgot about my dear blog here.

I bought myself an iPhone if you do not know and I am really happy with this purchase!

This thing has been a baby to me and I enjoy using it to surf everything under the sun with my data plan. I got myself a new line so I am going to text everyone my new number. I have been procrastinating this act since dunno when….. Wasting my money only! Cause I am holding two personal line and 1 office mobile line!!!!

On a side note, I’m really upset I lost my beloved camera. I am not sure which part of the earth it has landed itself to. I can’t even remember when and where exactly I lost it. #@#!!@#$@!~@#$

Next week is another busy week for me! And I am so gonna celebrate Halloween this year.

Already got my costume done and am so excited about it.

So stay tune for details of it.

Just in case you forget how I look like, here’s a recent picture of me with Leopard prints…. *boomz* ;p

Cheers,
VaL

Weddings

I just did a calculation of how many weddings I attended this year.

Adding the one I am going to attend tomorrow night, it’s SIX times.

Gosh! And this is not including people who did not invite me yet got married this year… Hahaha!

Is 2009 such a great year for marriage?

I start to wonder where’s my the other half. Haha!

Anyway, I am attending my ex OCBC MT mate, Jessna’s wedding tomorrow! She called me last Wednesday to extend her invitation to me. Poor girl can’t make her calls during the Lunar 7th Month and thus can only make such last minute arrangement on her guest list! !

Lisa also broke the news to us that her BF proposed to her on the magical day, 090909! Sweet efforts were made. Now I look forward to the day they officially tie their knot. Hearts!

I am definitely happy for them!

Till than, I will work hard on my career now.

Beams,
VaL

Too many things happened…

I am sorry for neglecting this space here as I am really busy with work, personal life and friends.

For the past 2 weeks, loads of things happened. Good and bad.

Good news is my dearie Jean is officially married with Chee Keong. We had a bit of fun here and there.. Thou’ things did not really turn out as planned for our sabotaged but we still managed to bring everything thru’ in time.
Now the sweet birds are off to Barcelona and Venice to enjoy their honey moon. Shiok!

Bad news is….

My 2nd uncle is hospitalised due to a blood clot in his brain. =( He was sent for an operation immediately on Saturday itself. I was unaware as I was staying in Jean’s house in preparation for her wedding. I only got to know it on Sunday night… Visited him at the ICU on Monday and he has abit of response. Last update on Wednesday, he woke up and has moved to a normal ward. He still can’t really talk properly but I do hope he will have speedy recovery! God bless him loads!!!!

Another thing was I did not managed to hit my target by a wee bit. I promised my bosses and myself that I will hit my given target this month!
Hard work plus good luck must come along together… *praying*

And I still hide myself under the bed at night.. Trying to pick myself up once again. The emo me is getting better. Nonetheless, I still feel a tad empty in me. Filling it up slowly.

Let time fade all the memories that are supposed to be forgotten…..

Till than,
VaL

The happy pic-moments…

The long weekend had come to an end.

Fast!

Friday night I was still out clubbing with Cherie, Alvin, Nic, Ben and many more friends at Dragonfly!

Saturday night was Peter’s wedding at Qian Xi Lou. Than clubbing at Firefly with Wendi, Daniel and his friends.

Sunday night accompanied Jean and CK to have their final gown fitting. Dinner was the famous Holland Village XO Fish soup noodles and Sam Lou Hou Fen at the Chinatown outlet~ I love it.

Today was shopping and relaxing day with Wendi at Orchard. 

I bought 3 books from Prologue, a new book store in ION. It was on promotion, Buy 2 get 1 free. Go grab it! I got Tuesday with Morrie, The Five People You meet in Heaven and The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo at  a cost of 30bucks. Cheap.

Shopped at LV with Wendi and she got herself a bag.. Same as mine.

We each bought a top from Bebe too!!!! My 1st Bebe top at 89bucks. So happy. Had dinner at the Korean restaurant in Far East Plaza! Ate so much, we were damn full. Burp.

After that was touching up of my gel nails at Millys while Wendi touch up her lashes and did an express mani.

I love the crystals…. Simple and nice.

I bought a Purifying Ampoule. Hope it can control my oily face.

Followed by a great movie, The Ugly Truth at Cineleisure!!!

This show is marvellous. Please get ur ass off the chair now and buy the tickets to watch, if you haven.

Now some pic of the fun moments  I had in Aug and Sep….

Friends who made an effort to make my birthday a memorable one… Love them all !

Fun I had with them!

I feel bad not making the effort to blog abt the individual events but I have been out too much I can’t find the time to edit the pictures.

Now is 12.40am… Time to KO.

Nights my <3ssss!!!

Muacks,
VaL

Alone

The emptiness is killing.

Thoughts keep running through and through my head.

I need the Nza Nza Nsu feeling…

I miss having butterflies in my stomach!

You know that feeling that makes you head over heels over something.

It’s a wonderful feeling.

It brings smile to me.

I am doing alot better now.

Just that the emo button seems to be on and off automatically.

I can’t stop myself from thinking, neither can I stop myself from feeling empty.

This sucks.

Just want to be alone now.

Period,
VaL

羅志祥 – 搞笑

那一條牙膏 在對我傻笑
嘲笑我永遠用不掉
想睡就睡 想鬧就鬧
好快樂少了人嘮叨

藍色的碗盤 多買了一套
我忘了沒人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角 無辜的陪笑
才會讓我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑 藉著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著 一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉
我受不了
還在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎麼熬
這麼多年 早就習慣 有你的撒嬌
我想我能熬 但是至少要讓我知道
你好不好

我們的小狗 食量變好小
眼神裡常常顯得無聊
牠習慣睡覺的床尾 少了一雙腳
所以牠常常看著門口睡不著

我在搞笑 藉著熱鬧 掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑 偏要說著 一個人真好
當人群散了 突然覺得我可以死掉
我受不了

我在搞笑 卻在醉後 眼淚拼命飆
你的離開 失去多少 我計算不了
忙完了一天 突然覺得又何必辛勞
對誰炫耀
還在搞笑 是否擁有 麻痺的療效
唱一夜歌 卻避不開 催淚的曲調
我徹夜胡鬧 希望聽到有人會提到
你好不好

Sweat it out!

It was great to be able to sweat it out last night at the gym!

Was supposed to go with Chantel and Lorene but Chantel couldn’t make it due to work commitments. Pout.

I went there with an empty stomach. *growling*

Reached there at 8.30pm and my dear Lorene was late due to work commitments too…..

It’s been so long I went to a gym, I dint know where to start and felt LOST !

The proportion of male and female there was like 10 man to 1 woman. I felt awkward when I step in. Pout.

Went ahead to start my exercise regime by doing some stretching.

Still feeling weird… I went on the cycling machine.

After 15mins, I finally see Lorene! Haha.

I ended the night at 10pm and home I went.

Super shag by than and I KO-ed at 12+am.

Love spending time to myself!

P/S: End up I cook myself a packet of Ibumi Mee Goreng for dinner cum supper. Hee….

Hugs,
VaL

Busy busy BEE!

I have been going out since last Friday.

It’s a tiring week for me. Yawn.

Yesterday I finally managed to watch The Time Traveler’s Wife with Milly, Jacc and Sherlyn. Nice! However Jacc almost fell asleep… -.-” Think she too tired le. Haha.

It’s a romantic and touching movie. To know what your future lies ahead is scary shit. I rather not know how and when I die. =( However, it’s great to see who is your life partner before you even met her! So cool.

Dinner before movie was at Shokudo Pasta and there we were, bitching about everything under the moon.

I cant remember when was the last time I met up with Sherlyn!!!! Think almost a year ago? Not sure. Anw it was nice seeing her again.

Today I met up with Ada and Gret for dinner at Ma Maison. The food and ambience there is something that makes me wanna make a second visit.

These gals are my love! They bring smiles to me.

Tomorrow is another movie time! G-force? =)

Saturday shall be Jean’s Hens Night. It’s a pajamas party at Mandarin Oriental Hotel. Can’t wait cause I bet it’s gonna be fun!

Sunday will be R&R if I want… Still haven decide what exactly to do because I have a lot of things in mind that I wanna do. Like go for facial? Go buy a new phone, iPhone or Black Berry? Read my story book? Watch my drama series?

I have so many things in mind I wanna do!

And.. Monday will be exercising day with Lorene and Chantel! Yay. I am finally going to use my sports shoe again. Gee. We decided to go Yishun Stadium’s gym centre. I need to exercise my back!

Tuesday will accompany Karen to SIM to help her make some payment for her school fees.

And my program just goes on and on and on ………………………..

Till I see you.

Xoxo,
VaL

The Power to keep going…….

I don’t know to cry or to laugh when I had a bad day at work.

Got the Credit Bureau Report from 3 different customers and all CMI……

The problem is during the process of getting them, I was thinking..

“Is my day such a bad one?”

And as I open each one of them till the last one… I ask Wendy to help me open the last report. Thinking that maybe my hand suay… Haha!

In the end, it turn out to be a bad report too! @$^*&$#@

It took me awhile to stop feeling frustrated.

I realised I need to be like a cockroach which never say die….

Or… An energizer bunny…

Which always has the Power to keep going and going and going…..

Back to work now!

Gonna meet Jean and Lina for dinner at Suntec later. Teppanyaki here I come!! =D

Yum,
VaL

I will always remember you….

You were someone closed to my heart when I changed to a new environment.

You called me “che che aka Jie Jie” even thou you are older than me and always like to disturb me.

You make life there fun-filled with laughter.

You told me that you wished I would not move on to a new environment because you will miss my company.

You were the one who gave me the beautiful angel and a crystal ring for Christmas last year.

You even made an effort to write us Christmas and Chinese New Year card. You were one thoughtful person.

You messaged me on 5 Aug 09 asking me how am I and would like to meet up with the rest. I was pre-occupied with many appointments and thought I can meet up with you soon……

But…….

God is so unfair. He took you away from all of us on 24 Aug 2009 before I could do anything!

I was shock. I didn’t know how to accept this fact.

I regret not having to appreciate the chance given to meet up with you for just a chat or dinner.

Mages, I am sorry for not being there for you!

I hope you are now in a better place where peace and happiness accompany you.

I will always miss your smile and how you call me che che!!!

Tonight I will be going back to Yishun branch for some prayers for you.

God bless everyone.

Miss ya,
VaL

My super full wardobe!

I took the whole evening on this cooling Sunday to clean my wardrobe. *sweat*

There’s way too many tops and bottoms I own!

I cant even get them into my wardrobe. Haha.

After much packing and decision making…. This one keep, this one give, this one keep…….

I came to conclusion that I am going to give all this away.

Yes it’s one big bag = $$$ !!!

I don’t have the time and energy to get a flea market to sell all this away. Honestly some are totally brand new which I have never worn. You must be wondering why! Because they were bought on impulse and when I return home, I realised I don’t like it anymore or they dun fit well. Sigh. Bad!

Here’s my 2 neat wardrobe.

*note: There’s still clothes at his house*

I really don’t know where to place the remaining clothes now!! Ah!!!

I need a new wardrobe!

Bleah,
VaL

District 9

Watched District 9 last night.

It’s a movie I never thought I would enjoy since it’s relating to Aliens
(fyi: I’m not a fan of Aliens).

It started off slow in a documentary style.

And.. It got more and more interesting with actions till the end.

I would say it’s worth my 9bucks. =)

Go watch it if you haven!

^^,
VaL

I Still Know Who She Is

Received an email from Phyllis today. It set me in deep thoughts.

Happy Reading…..

It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80s arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00.

I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On examining it I saw it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors and got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound.

While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor’s appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife.

I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while! As she is a victim of Alzheimer’s disease.

As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late. He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now.

I was surprised and asked him, ‘And you still go every morning, even though she doesn’t know who you are?’

He smiled as he patted my hand and said, ‘She doesn’t know me but I still know who she is.’

I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arm and thought, ‘That is the kind of love I want in my life.’

True love is neither physical nor romantic.

True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.

Peace is seeing a sunset and knowing who to thank.

The happiest people don’t necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything they have.

Life isn’t about how to survive the storm but how to dance in the rain.

Doesn’t it set you thinking?

Ponders,
VaL

Monotone Day

Normally its Monday blue but somehow today (Tuesday) seems more blue than Monday.

Perhaps it’s the rainy day that makes my day gloomy.

I felt so sleepy after lunch… and headache came shortly after.

Argh.

I need some sparks!

Yawn,
VaL

Glittery~

Of late, I am into glittery nails and I went to Milly’s shop today to re-do my 1month + old gel nails…. I like this purple set but it’s time to remove it! Pout.

I took off the gel nails and went for normal nails. ^^

Take a look at my new bluey nails, it looks so bright and fresh on me!

It’s my first time having blue nails.

Nice?

Hope it can last longer than I expect since it’s without any gel top coat.

Tomorrow is the brand new month!

September here I come. Huat!

=),
VaL

Lazy Sunday

When I am not home, my dad keep calling my phone and check why I ain’t home yet..

When I am home, my dad will ask me why so guai never go out today…

Parents are funny creatures. Haha.

Anyway, it’s been awhile I stayed home and rest on a Sunday.

They hardly see me.

I feel bad about it too.

I will be a good girl ok?

I finally finish uploading all the pictures into facebook. Shagged.

8 folders in total !

Now is to edit them…………….

,
VaL

New look on my new blog

I finally managed to add and edit the pictures for my new blog.

It’s gonna be a simple affair.

No more pink.

This time round, it’s white and black.

Classic colours.

Hope you like it ! =)

Cause I do.

And… It’s 4.42am now.

KO time!

Nights blogs-world.

Muacks,
VaL

My weekend

Today, I am going to watch the movie which I have been yearning to watch, UP!!!

Aftermath will be dinner and maybe some boozes again.

Yesterday was out with Jean, Bernard and Vincen at Bar Bar Black Sheep. Haven seen the latter two for a while.

Seeing Ber so happily attached to his gf, I am so glad for him.

Seeing Vincen’s daughter cute pictures and hearing stories of how adorable she is when she plays with her Daddy makes me smile!

I will be happy like them too.

But now, I am gloomy as I looked at my sales figure against my given target.

I am still 28% away from my target…..

Gotta be a Santa Claus for now!

No more such nonsense again for the coming months…………………

CHIONG AH!

Bleah,
VaL

New Life

Yesterday was my birthday!

And.. Today marks a brand new life of my 25th year on earth.

I decided to create a new blog for this new life.

Blogger has been giving me loads of problem and it is really irritating the hell out of me.

I haven been updating due to this.

Now I want to be active in this blogging world again !

Thou’ many things has changed in the month of August but I believe it’s only going to get better from now onwards.

If you haven already know what happened, I am now single and available. Haha.

Other than this, I did not managed to hit the minimum target given at work. This sucks.

Which also mean, I have to be more thrifty in the month of Oct!

My focus in life now is to earn and cover back the lost I made this month and also to be happy every single day.

My boss was msging me, “I want to see you smile like how saw you when you first joined.”

I lost the glow somehow.

I have been going out every single day this month and I am really tired. My pocket also burnt a big hole.

Yesterday I finally broke the momentum of reaching home after midnight!!! Haha. Went for a steamboat dinner with my family and I headed straight home and KO-ed.

It was only 10pm mind you.

I can’t remember when was the last time I slept this early.

In conclusion, I am really really really tired after a great night celebrating my birthday with my friends. The mixture of friends there was kinda weird but we definitely had a fair bit of fun!

And as usual I puke like no body’s business… The poor soul, Marshall who took care of me all the way home was really ke-lian!

It was raining and he had to make sure I was ok. He was my nanny that night.

I have started my birthday celebration as early as 15th Aug. Got a few presents here and there and I must say I love every single thing that was given to me.

Thanks to them my life is not as gloomy as I felt.

I thank them for the cakes, presents, wishes and all the smiles they gave me!

Took loads of pictures and will think about whether to post it here! =)

Not going to make any promises cause I haven been able to keep up to it! Oops.

If you did not realise… I am having blog diarrhea! Can’t stop myself from typing and typing!!!!!

Anyhow, recently my face has been having outbreaks and I don’t feel good about it.

Milly suggested me to visit her shop for facial and I did it last Saturday. I am glad I went cause my condition is much better now! Going for a follow up in a week’s time to make sure my outbreak don’t return.

Talking about this, now Milly’s shop has many extended services.

With Facial, Nails, Hair, Lashes, Slimming and Massage services, how not to be pretty & happy?

Get yourself down to her shop to try the services. =)

Visit her blog to get more information @ http://milly-s.blogspot.com/.

.She also set up a blog shop recently.

The link is http://www.missymilly.blogspot.com/ .

Go support her and get yourself pretty and smile yourself out of the shop!

Alright, I shall sign off here!

Till my next entry. Enjoy people!!

Happy,
VaL