Alive yet without heartbeat

My life is like a stock market. One moment its shooting up high into the sky, next moment its crashing like how the Lehman Brothers gone bankrupt. Its so unstable I almost suffocated myself.

Yet what dont kill me makes me stronger. *flex my arm*

The heart no longer pumps as hard as it used to be. Flames has simmer down.

Not going to put in too much effort. Not going to fall in too deeply anymore. Its a selfish act. I know.

Its weird how I turn out to be in such a in and out situation. Like EC said, “Im sucha sucker for love.”

This 4 letter word has apparently killed me again and again. For that wee moment, I thought I’m a cat that has 9 life!

Loneliness always end me up with a fate with someone. I just lack the ability to control my emotions.

Its an excuse. Tell me about it.

Why am I in such a mess every single time? I’m always not the one that went hay-wire, its always the other party. I have such a bad foresight. :( And its been really weird cause it’s about their past.

All I want is just a simple happy life. And it’s really NOT easy to attain this simple “happiness”.

Empty inside, happy outside. I am just a shell painted with a smiley face on the outside.

Who can fill me up with the sweet nothings? Surrender yourself.

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2 Responses to Alive yet without heartbeat

  1. lionel la abo!

    i dunno who can la, i’ll buy u SOS sugar tmr from mama shop downstairs. 5 kg enuff?! lol

  2. braveheart, val! give u care bear huggggzzzz!
    i think we same same la…
    ysd i was totally gone and called T to cry and scold him for 1hr……
    1hr of overseas call lehhhh… damn ex cannnnnn!!!

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